Enjoy life before it melts

Am I doing this right?

Silent, since my Muse left me.

Casually rowing with the current, joyously!

gotta go pee can't talk now.

Lived, loved carelessly, not dead yet

secretive, circumspect, reverentially logical, indubitably benevolent

birth, potential, desperation, satisfaction, contentment, bye-bye!

Funny as shit, gets NOTHING done.

Didn't I shine and tarnish splendidly.

was born to die, still waiting.

Thrown into life's roulette, playing on

Icky sticky wacky tacky clacky Jackie.

So many dreams - not enough sleep!

one happy hour at a time

they always leave me here alone.

I never stop starting.

Thought I existed realized I didn't.